What can you even make of yourself when everything was taken away from you? Loosing my childhood was the worst thing of my life, I wish I could have it back but who doesn’t? Reality is so striking sometimes when you remember what life used to be or what you used to have. I cry and fall into convulsions going crazy realizing I have lost it all. I lost my childhood, my family, my childhood best friend, and sometimes myself into someone with such anxiety life is unbearable. After graduation I’m moving to California alone and starting my life, going to school to be an esthetician, and eventually majoring in a business degree. I will by then created my life style to perfection and be who I wanna be, but until than you will only see.
(via deeeannna)
